i walk through the empty streets trying to think of something else but my path always leads to the Stammtisch. i stare at the screen for hours and try to summon the lord. i watch other board's Stammtische but it is no good. i flame halibel in the SF4 subforum and try to resist the nazi mods but it is all meaningless. the end is near.i then usually watch some old Stamntisch logs and cry myself to sleep.